In chapel this morning, I lead a song called "Freedom Is Here". About ten minutes before that I was scared out of my mind.
I wasn't quite comfortable with the melody and and there was one part that was insanely high. But I did it anyway. I have to say it was one of the hardest chapel's ever, and I normally don't have any hard chapels. This one was a doozie because (even though they weren't) it seemed like Emily and Brian and everyone else was just waiting for me to mess up. Now, I'm not self-conscious, but I do get a little skiddish sometimes. It was probably because they are so good, and I'm trying to match up to them.
It wasn't until I repeated the phrase "This song is for You, God, not for me" over and over again that I truly felt comfortable wit the song. Unfortunately, that moment wasn't until I was halfway through the song.
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